I am so sorry for your loss. Death is something we will never get use to. In fact, God's Word refers to death as an enemy. (1 Corinthians 15:26) God promises us that he will be "near to those that are broken at heart; and those who are crushed in spirit he saves." (Psalm 34:18) Very soon our loving Heavenly Father, Jehovah God, will remove death once and for all and give us the opportunity to see our loved ones again here on the earth and hold them in our arms. (Rev. 21:3, 4) For more comforting scriptures please visit jw.org and search “When a loved one dies.”