Ron, I know exactly how it feels when we lose someone we love so dearly. I'm at the cemetary almost every day. Maybe I will see you there sometime in the near future. Only God has been able to help the void in my heart. I'm praying for you and your family knowing that the Lord can and will help you also. You will see your beautiful wife again, so keep the faith and reach out and let God take your hand, he will lead you through. LOL